i havent seen you in awhile, and i miss you.

“i like waking up next to you.
i like that you’re my best friend.
i like the way you eat toast
and the way you kiss me.
i like your texts, your calls.
i like us.
i like the way you make me feel.
i like how proud you make me,
how lucky i feel.
i like how you make me feel like i’m the one.
i like the way you squeeze my fist
when we’re holding hands.
i like when we fight over the remote,
and then burst into fits of giggles.
i like you for loving me.”

aaron. xxxx

seriously, right, i know i right these often, but today has just like, made me realise how happy i am right now, just because of aaron.

like, he is soso funny, making 'your mum' jokes and all them other strange things, like singing that funny song thats just basically a lot of "tra-la-la" 's and stuff. ahaha, lolzers. and the gay-den is actually the best invention we ever made. and lol. aaaah. and like, random hours of sleep, they're just like awwww. and then like, talking about fat people and nipples. lolll. omg i love him soso much, he's the best anyone could wish for. and he's all mine soz. lol 'i love you more +1' but, then it always ends up equal. aw. im so happy. aha, like, i just sit/lay there and like, smile randomly, and i know why. and like, when he's just there and like, smiles at me, and its like whut?! but i know what. and like, LOL HITLER HAIR. aaaah. and yeah, aw, idek what im going on about sorry. i just love him alotly <3333333>

anyway, ciao homeboys.

talking to pip about how if he had a tv show it would be like viva la bam and i'd be that girl in it who is supposed to keep everything normal but always fails. and i'd be called 'da hoe' and shiz.

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IN ICTTTT..

..with courtney and charlotte. ahahaha, its shit.

i miss...

you alot now. god dammit. <3

tonight..

leave me alone and lonely, alone and lonely.

...cont.

this is me and pip at kiss! pip is my best friend. we have many a laugh. and many little stories together. like kiss. cos, i kept jumping. and he laughed alot, and he licked my elbow, and laughed when a man put his moobies in my face. we have lots of stories like ss vimptoe also!

this is us one day when we were out with everyone, ahaha, lol, mong.

lol i love these pictures.

this is me (middle) with my two bestests.

- www.jesuiscrtny.blogspot.com (left) courtney

- www.teapotsandtrilbys.blogspot.com (right.) sophie

i love these two girls alot and yeah. <3<3

ok so

me and pip have this on going argument about who is the biggest shitpickle. its him.

he licked my elbow the other night when we went to see kiss.

it was amazing btw.

oh hi courtney...

paedo-ing on me like that.

reading my posts.

being a perv.

i dont mind though. ;D love you xxxxxxxx

in ict.

Its extremely boring.

yadah yadah.

SHITSHITSHIT..

WE RAN OUT OF MILKSHAKE.

THIS IS A BIG DEAL IN OUR HOUSE!

6 months today (L)

idk why but this makes me remember the times me and aaron used to sit pointlessly on the beach and talk about boats and geography. I miss them times. I love him. Just to think, that's how we met. Randomly, cos of my posing like a munchkin in a picture. It was great. And now we've been together 6 months and it's just been the best half a year ever. aww. he's great.

love you xxxxxx <3

...

It's my birthday on sunday, and im not even excited.

ok so today was uh...

relatively crap.

although i got my prefect letter, and i'm one. so it's fine.

and we get a red tie, and a badge :D ahaha.

yeah

aaron wasn't in :(

missed him.

i found out something really, shocking about one of my mates.

its gross.

yesh.

ok

bye

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someone come pick me up in a car and let's drive?

hats.

I think it's just something i like.
men in hats.
i always fall the hardest for the ones in hats.
*cough. - look at my last post. you might notice hats.

for those who don't know, aaron wears his hat most of the time.

chris raab + lil wayne.

two complete opposites. but..

yes please.

nom.

it's my birthday in 4 days. i'd love to meet chris or lil wayne.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

<3<3

'...all that matters in the world is how much i like you...'

awwww <3

this really makes me miss you.

my boyfriend is...

many things.
the best i could wish for;
the best i want;
all i want;
the kindest, sweetest, yummiest person i've ever met;
and i love him.
i tell him;
but i don't think i tell him enough.

l o v e - it's cliché but it's true ok.

so yeah.

aaron, i love you soso much, it's untrue.

right now your asleep i think. and i wish i was with you.

just to know you're content next to me. it's the best feeling ever.

and when we talk about stupid topics and have stupid pillow fights. that i'm useless at.

and made the 'gay-den'.

it was fab. seriously.

you're little 'inuendos' that i pretend not to notice, they make me laugh.

times when we watch programmes all day and just chill. they all make up you.

and our memories.

and i love them ok.

i love you.

you're the best.

seriously.

and don't you ever leave me okay?

you won't even read this,

unless i ask you to look.

which i might, cos i know it will cheer you up. or make you :D:D

i write these often you know, and i only do it because it's true. i love you. alot.

i miss you.

i just want to be with you everyday, just for hugs and kisses and your company.

i love you soso much.

and i don't think you realise. sometimes i'm a bitch to you, and you don't see it. but i do.

it makes me feel awful cos your so nice to me.

and i don't tell you i love you enough, but i do. and i hope you don't doubt it at all.

if i could, i'd hug you all day, i love your hugs.

and i love it when i'm half asleep and i feel you hold my hand, or kiss my head.

its the best.

you proper know how to make me feel wanted. and i love that.

i bet you think im silly and funny for writing this.

lol.

i feel abit of a tet now.

cos i miss you.

love you.

i really do.

dont forget that ok?

aaron, you're the best. thanks for everything.

'i love you with all my heart, ok?'

ok so im sorry for ditching you, blogspot.

I've been very busy.

i've also not had much of a life,

apart from two parties since new year, and stuff.

been with aaron alot.

i love him alot.

and things have been ok.

its my birthday in 4 days.

and then i go see KISS! with pip, max and reed on monday.

ehehe.

i've watched alot of viva la bam! recently. and i find Raab Himself highly attractive.

aswell as Bam. mmm
i call aaron Don Vito simply because he's fat, and aaron isn't. aaha.

bambambam <3

raab raab raab raab raab raab<3<3<3
omg he's so noice. mmm

ok i need a shower. ciao

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'p.s would you like fries with that?'