hahahaha

lmao pip is hilarious. he made me this ages ago. cos im the vimto lady.. well this is a man. but yeah. you get the point.

lol.

that's funny, because you don't have to read it.

(L)

If only he didn't have such a beer-belly going on. His sense of humour would definitely win my hearttttttt. He doesnt have a terrible face i suppose..

dear mr black - please diet a little bit, then come find me.

mister blyth.

...'you know that, don't you?'

found you.

hold you, feel you, all night, always.

merry..

christmas!

ehehe, lovely weekend it's been.

apart from being violently sick on christmas eve and having to leave my boyfriends house extremely early due to illness. stupid.

but the jumper i picked, that he got me for christmas, was beautiful-er than i thought it originally was. and mm.

and i love christmas anyway

but being with someone makes it so much better,

i love you aaron.

xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

..

i said, ooh boy..

lol just casually on facebook and stuff whilst our function skills exam is over. school doesnt remember to block things again,so HAI DER. long time no blog. i'm sorry. i've had a life.

^ it says snogging. that's hilarious.. but ye, less talk more snogging.. you definately learn so much more about each other this way... ;')

" They say we'll never make it. Truth is I couldn't care any less.

let's go where there's noone we know, where stars glitter like a 70's disco."

lets get outta here, please.

one of the best films everrrrrr. but seriously, if i was woody here, i'd actually full on crap in my pantios.

LMFAO. I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I SAW THIS ON THE SIDE OF MY FACEBOOK. AND THERE IS NO INNUENDO OR ANYTHINGGGGG BUT OH.MY.LIFE I LAUGHED. I DONT REALLY KNOW WHY, BUT ITS COS ITS AARON AND MY MUM. AHAHA..

dead whale and my boy.. mmmm <3

hmph.

i wana talk to you, but you're not online, well you are. but last thing i knew you was asleep, and i know you was really tired after today, so you probably are asleep.

jsyk today was a good day.

i dont really know what to say.

other than.

i love you with all my heart.

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ok im feeling all skghdklsfjgh

.. but in a mega good way.

'when i am old and my children ask me who my first love was i dont want to have to pull out an old photo album i want to beable to point across the room and say he is sitting right over there '..

describes my mood. <3

just a small town girl, living in a lonely world.<3

aw.

right, i read something about a relationship thing, and it basically described how me and aaron are. and it was hilarious, but i was like aww. i love it when that happens, cos its what other people want, and i have it. :]

..justsaying..

i proper miss you, alot. like yeah. and im occasionally paranoid. that yano. you'll leave me. i dont know why. i just do. i shouldnt. i spose im just so dependant on you, that if you left, i'd have noone. i love you too much for your own good. letting go of you would be hard. harder that anything else i've ever had to do. luckily, you have no choice other than to be with me for a long time ok? yeah. im so happy right now. life is faaaaaaaaaab. just wish the sunshine would return!

i love you.

IT CROWWWWD.

moss is sexy.

..

let's get these two hearts beating faster, faster <3333

blah.

i've decided i'm abit crap/////////////

ok so obviously, this is me. and this picture never fails to make me laugh - even though it's of myself. i look like a moron. and i have a lovely spot on my mouth. nomnom. but yeah, it makes me laugh, cos that day was good, even though all i did was sit on the computer and do nothing, but i remember it and i miss having days to myself in my house, in the garden, sunbathing.

idec

why is it that i always end up in a bad mood after talking to you?

boy, i love you.

'ahaaa, there is, i love everything about you , even your moaning'

'ill be back later babee, i love you lotssss xx i wish you didnt have school and we could just lie in all day tomorrow sleeping =[ xxxx i love you xxx'

'your the best girlfriend i could want xx your not crap , your perfect for me =/'

i know you look at this whole blog thing from time to time, but i dont care if you see that i've put it on here, you're the sweetest thing ever, and i want to keep you forever. and ever. yes. i love you boy. boy, i love you. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

i don't need one of these, i have the one i need, i'm content, i don't really need any wishes right now, i only need you. to keep you forever, that would be my wish. my only wish.

well yeah, okay, so 7 months and 2 days is some time but, yeah, i think i love you a little bit more everyday <3333

quiz.///

i’ve kissed someone:

[x] on the cheek.

[x] on the lips.

[x] on their hands or fingers.

[x] in my room.

[x] in their room.

[x] of the opposite sex.

[x] of the same sex

[ ] a little younger than me.

[x] a little older than me.

[x] with black hair.

[x] with curly hair.

[x] blonde hair

[x] brown hair

[x] blonde hair and blue eyes.

[x] with red hair (does courtney count as a joke?)

[x] with straight hair.

[ ] shorter than me.

[] with a lip ring.

[x] who i truly love/loved.

[x] who was drunk.

[x] who was high.

[x] in the morning.

[x] right after waking up

[ ] just before bed.

[x] late at night.

[ ] who I had just met.

[ ] who I really didn’t want to kiss.

[ ] while i was going out with some else.

[x] on a bed.

[ ] in a graveyard.

[x] at school.

[x] against a wall.

[ ] at a show.

[x] at the beach.

[ ] in a pool.

[x] who was/is a good friend.

[x] in the rain.

[ ] with an std.

[ ] in the shower/tub

[ ] in a car/taxi/bus.

[ ] on a plane.

[x] in the movies.

[ ] in a bathroom.

[x] in the dark.

[x] on a roof top. (that shelter we sit on occasionally)

[ ] under water.

[ ] while driving

[ ] a stranger

[ ] more than one person at once.

[x] and cried.

[ ] goodbye forever.

[x] when i was drunk.

[ ] who didn’t speak english

[ ] with an accent

[ ] who has a tattoo

[ ] was five years older than me

[x] with brown eyes

[x] with blue eyes

[x] with green eyes

i havent seen you in awhile, and i miss you.

“i like waking up next to you.
i like that you’re my best friend.
i like the way you eat toast
and the way you kiss me.
i like your texts, your calls.
i like us.
i like the way you make me feel.
i like how proud you make me,
how lucky i feel.
i like how you make me feel like i’m the one.
i like the way you squeeze my fist
when we’re holding hands.
i like when we fight over the remote,
and then burst into fits of giggles.
i like you for loving me.”

aaron. xxxx

seriously, right, i know i right these often, but today has just like, made me realise how happy i am right now, just because of aaron.

like, he is soso funny, making 'your mum' jokes and all them other strange things, like singing that funny song thats just basically a lot of "tra-la-la" 's and stuff. ahaha, lolzers. and the gay-den is actually the best invention we ever made. and lol. aaaah. and like, random hours of sleep, they're just like awwww. and then like, talking about fat people and nipples. lolll. omg i love him soso much, he's the best anyone could wish for. and he's all mine soz. lol 'i love you more +1' but, then it always ends up equal. aw. im so happy. aha, like, i just sit/lay there and like, smile randomly, and i know why. and like, when he's just there and like, smiles at me, and its like whut?! but i know what. and like, LOL HITLER HAIR. aaaah. and yeah, aw, idek what im going on about sorry. i just love him alotly <3333333>

anyway, ciao homeboys.

talking to pip about how if he had a tv show it would be like viva la bam and i'd be that girl in it who is supposed to keep everything normal but always fails. and i'd be called 'da hoe' and shiz.

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IN ICTTTT..

..with courtney and charlotte. ahahaha, its shit.

i miss...

you alot now. god dammit. <3

tonight..

leave me alone and lonely, alone and lonely.

...cont.

this is me and pip at kiss! pip is my best friend. we have many a laugh. and many little stories together. like kiss. cos, i kept jumping. and he laughed alot, and he licked my elbow, and laughed when a man put his moobies in my face. we have lots of stories like ss vimptoe also!

this is us one day when we were out with everyone, ahaha, lol, mong.

lol i love these pictures.

this is me (middle) with my two bestests.

- www.jesuiscrtny.blogspot.com (left) courtney

- www.teapotsandtrilbys.blogspot.com (right.) sophie

i love these two girls alot and yeah. <3<3

ok so

me and pip have this on going argument about who is the biggest shitpickle. its him.

he licked my elbow the other night when we went to see kiss.

it was amazing btw.

oh hi courtney...

paedo-ing on me like that.

reading my posts.

being a perv.

i dont mind though. ;D love you xxxxxxxx

in ict.

Its extremely boring.

yadah yadah.

SHITSHITSHIT..

WE RAN OUT OF MILKSHAKE.

THIS IS A BIG DEAL IN OUR HOUSE!

6 months today (L)

idk why but this makes me remember the times me and aaron used to sit pointlessly on the beach and talk about boats and geography. I miss them times. I love him. Just to think, that's how we met. Randomly, cos of my posing like a munchkin in a picture. It was great. And now we've been together 6 months and it's just been the best half a year ever. aww. he's great.

love you xxxxxx <3

...

It's my birthday on sunday, and im not even excited.

ok so today was uh...

relatively crap.

although i got my prefect letter, and i'm one. so it's fine.

and we get a red tie, and a badge :D ahaha.

yeah

aaron wasn't in :(

missed him.

i found out something really, shocking about one of my mates.

its gross.

yesh.

ok

bye

xxxxxxxxx

someone come pick me up in a car and let's drive?

hats.

I think it's just something i like.
men in hats.
i always fall the hardest for the ones in hats.
*cough. - look at my last post. you might notice hats.

for those who don't know, aaron wears his hat most of the time.

chris raab + lil wayne.

two complete opposites. but..

yes please.

nom.

it's my birthday in 4 days. i'd love to meet chris or lil wayne.

pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.

<3<3

'...all that matters in the world is how much i like you...'

awwww <3

this really makes me miss you.

my boyfriend is...

many things.
the best i could wish for;
the best i want;
all i want;
the kindest, sweetest, yummiest person i've ever met;
and i love him.
i tell him;
but i don't think i tell him enough.

l o v e - it's cliché but it's true ok.

so yeah.

aaron, i love you soso much, it's untrue.

right now your asleep i think. and i wish i was with you.

just to know you're content next to me. it's the best feeling ever.

and when we talk about stupid topics and have stupid pillow fights. that i'm useless at.

and made the 'gay-den'.

it was fab. seriously.

you're little 'inuendos' that i pretend not to notice, they make me laugh.

times when we watch programmes all day and just chill. they all make up you.

and our memories.

and i love them ok.

i love you.

you're the best.

seriously.

and don't you ever leave me okay?

you won't even read this,

unless i ask you to look.

which i might, cos i know it will cheer you up. or make you :D:D

i write these often you know, and i only do it because it's true. i love you. alot.

i miss you.

i just want to be with you everyday, just for hugs and kisses and your company.

i love you soso much.

and i don't think you realise. sometimes i'm a bitch to you, and you don't see it. but i do.

it makes me feel awful cos your so nice to me.

and i don't tell you i love you enough, but i do. and i hope you don't doubt it at all.

if i could, i'd hug you all day, i love your hugs.

and i love it when i'm half asleep and i feel you hold my hand, or kiss my head.

its the best.

you proper know how to make me feel wanted. and i love that.

i bet you think im silly and funny for writing this.

lol.

i feel abit of a tet now.

cos i miss you.

love you.

i really do.

dont forget that ok?

aaron, you're the best. thanks for everything.

'i love you with all my heart, ok?'

ok so im sorry for ditching you, blogspot.

I've been very busy.

i've also not had much of a life,

apart from two parties since new year, and stuff.

been with aaron alot.

i love him alot.

and things have been ok.

its my birthday in 4 days.

and then i go see KISS! with pip, max and reed on monday.

ehehe.

i've watched alot of viva la bam! recently. and i find Raab Himself highly attractive.

aswell as Bam. mmm
i call aaron Don Vito simply because he's fat, and aaron isn't. aaha.

bambambam <3

raab raab raab raab raab raab<3<3<3
omg he's so noice. mmm

ok i need a shower. ciao

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

'p.s would you like fries with that?'

ok so like uhm, im ill yeah..

and i won't be able to see aaron tonight, unless i go back to mum's and he comes round. but if he's also been off, then he won't be able to, i will make him. i need to see him, it's been too long :'((( i talk about shit on here, but, idk.

omgggg, i just say an advert for disney land paris, at it reminded me of when i went last year with school, it was the best trip ever. i can't believe we chased peter pan around the castle haha.

LOL sophie fell out the shower, bless her. aw.

right,

yeah

bye

xxxxxx

ohaider.
i've not been on this in some time. i don't really remember about it, i'm not feeling so well :'((
i cba.
i need to talk to aaron too, but he isn't replying :(

Manic Megi!

This is for Meg, cos she decided to follow me.

Dear Meg,

You know i love you, yes? good. I LOVE YOU LOTS. :}

i've known you for uhm, 3 and a bit years now - but it seems longer, alot longer.

Remember when:

- we got lost in paris and ended up in the parade? lmfao.

- we chased Peter Pan through the castle, because he was gorgeous?

- i came to your house in year 7 and we had pizza and watched Pirates of the Carribean?

- we thought Els was that big hairy biker man on the ferry? hahaha.

- we made up that MC in Miss Lowes Spanish class? poppadom.

aw, we've had some lols over the years. love you

ellie xxxx

p.s 'would you like fries with that?'

this is me..

^ ellaaar.

that's from new year's eve part II

do not even ask why we had two parts to it, we felt like having double the party.

I don't half look a mess on this picture,

but Courtney edited it,

& Aaron likes it,

so why not?

p.s 'would you like fries with that?'

'whisper 'hello, i miss you quite terribly" '.

awww right im really happy.

everything is perfectamundo right now. absolutely everything!

Sophie and Brad are finally together! its about bloody time too.

& Lewis and Courtney, awww, its proper cute.

oh yeah, and I've been with Aaron for like, nearly two months now, I forget to blog on this, so alot has happened after michaels party.

Our crew is no more?! ok. yes. Max Reed and some others have gone MEGA weird royt. So i'm mainly with my two girls and aaron now. and Sam and Shane and Dave. But its not the same. Seriously, i miss them lot so much. I love having them lazy days with aaron, but what happened to us all going to Manchester for the 'shits & gigs' as max said. what actually happened? i dont know.

But yeah, apart from little hiccups with the crew, everything is great.

so yeah, well im off to get ready to go to the vati's house now.

love ell

xxxxx

p.s 'would you like fries with that?'