i proper miss you, alot. like yeah. and im occasionally paranoid. that yano. you'll leave me. i dont know why. i just do. i shouldnt. i spose im just so dependant on you, that if you left, i'd have noone. i love you too much for your own good. letting go of you would be hard. harder that anything else i've ever had to do. luckily, you have no choice other than to be with me for a long time ok? yeah. im so happy right now. life is faaaaaaaaaab. just wish the sunshine would return!

i love you.